Senin, 03 Januari 2011

gak jelas

kata orang dia tuh cantik, kata orang dia tuh manis, aaaaah bodo amat, dia ya dia gue ya gue hmm gimana ya gue gak benci sih sama dia, cuma anehnya setiap liat fb dia atau gak kalo liat dia langsung bawaannya darah tinggi , gak tau kenapa? apa mungkin karna dia masalalu nya andre? yaaah mungkin siapa sih yang gak kesel kalo ngeliat ada mantan gebetan pacar, ya sukur sukur tuh cewek emang cewek baik .
agak tenang karena ternyata andre bisa ngejaga perasaan gue , yaa walaupun gue juga masih tetep aja gak tenang tapi udah bisa membuat gue seneng lah (buat sementara)
LEBAY? mungkin yaa ini gue , sekalinya sayang sama orang gue gak mau lagi disakitin sama orang yang udah pernah nyakitin gue. hahahaha

haha thanks.
nadilla

Sabtu, 18 Desember 2010

stupidtour 2010


 











Desain baju buatan gue :D

gue buat ini pas lagi rapat osis hahaha saking gak ada kerjaannya -__-









just unimportant sentences -__-

Do you want to know what my problem is? I will tell you what my problem is, I LOVE YOU I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love what you look like when you are asleep, I love the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak, that is my problem

I wanna be the girl that he talks to his friends about, I wanna be the girl that always comes first, I wanna be the girl he never wants to leave alone, I wanna be the girl who's hand he's holding, I wanna be the girl he looks at and smiles and then says to his friends, "That's her, she's the one"

Have you ever really thought about it? You've got this girl, head over heels in love with you. She'd do anything for you, she'd die for you. But for some reason, you don't want to see that. You know it's there, and you know that you feel the same way. But you refuse to let it be. Maybe you're scared of the thought that this girl who you've known forever - you've seen her happy, you've send sad -- maybe this girl is perfect for you. And that really scares the hell outta you, doesn't it?

People say whats the point in liking someone who doesn't like you back. They are right, there isn't a point. But you can't help who you like, it's not up to you. Your heart kinda just decides for you and there is no turning back once your heart makes up its mind

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever

When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you.
When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you.
When I first liked you I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you I'm afraid to loss you

Why I love you is a hard question to answer. I love you because you care for me like no one else I know. I love the way I feel in your arms, so safe from dangers in the world. I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me. I can explain every way that I love you because thats in possible. But I can say I love you because I know you are

I love you. I love every little thing about you , the sound of your voice, the magic in your eyes. I love your gentle touch and the warmth I feel at your side I love dreaming about you. I love discovering you and letting go with you. I love each and every once in a lifetime moments I share with you today, tomorrow, forever.

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty. He said no. Then she asked him he liked her and he said no. She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever. He said no. She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away. He again said no. She had heard too much. She needed to leave. As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't like you, I love you. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever, and I wouldn't cry if you walked away

Laying there with your arms around me I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me I couldn't help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go. To just stay wrapped in your arms forever. Where nothing else matters but you and me.

Why I love you is a hard question to answer. I love you because you care for me like no one else I know. I love the way I feel in your arms, so safe from dangers in the world. I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me. I can explain every way that I love you because thats in possible. But I can say I love you because I you are you.

I love you because I know you're always there... there to catch me when I fall... there to listen when I need you, there when I feel alone. I love you because you understand me... you know how I feel even when I can't say it... you know I'm not as strong as I say and still you never let me know that I'm not fooling you. I love you because you make me believe, believe that I am not worthless... believe that I can be loved, am loved, and can love others. I love you because you know, you know I feel this way but can't say it and still you wait... letting me take my time to come to terms with the fact that I love you... would give my life up to be with you... and above all... never hurt you... lie to you... or leave you. Now I hope you understand.

Why I love you is a hard question to answer. I love you because you care for me like no one else I know. I love the way I feel in your arms, so safe from dangers in the world. I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me. I can explain every way that I love you because thats in possible. But I can say I love you because I you are you.

Pancake Coklat Keju.

Bahan:
250 ml susu segar
2 butir telur ayam
50 gr mentega, lelehkan
3 sdm gula pasir
100 tepung terigu
10 gr cokelat bubuk
1 sdt baking powder
½ sdt soda kue
75 gr chocolate chips

Pelengkap:
Susu kental manis cokelat
Keju cheddar parut

Cara membuat:
1. Untuk Adonan : Aduk tepung terigu, gula pasir, baking powder, soda kue, cokelat bubuk hingga rata dalam mangkuk.
2. Buat lubang ditengahnya, lalu tuangkan telur , diaduk
3. Masukkan mentega, masukkan susu, aduk hingga halus
4. Panaskan wajan dadar, olesi mentega
5. Tuang tiap 1 sdm sayur adonan dalam wajan. Masak hingga berlubang-lubang halus. Taburi chocolate chips. Masak hingga matang. Angkat.
6. Tuangkan sedikt susu kental manis cokelat & taburi keju cheddar parut. Siap disajikan.

Tips:
- Jika ingin pancake polos, jumlah cokelat bubuk bisa dihilangkan atau diganti dengan teoung terigu.
- Sebagai variasi bisa ditambahkan potongan pisang atau kismis.

history of 20 maret 2009

pertama ketemu dia?
hmm kenal di sebuah jejaring sosial yang biasa kita sebut 'fs' , awalnya gue menganggap siapa dia ? whos care? tpi setelah berkenalan ternyata dia alumni bento juga? waw gue aja gak tau ternyata dia kakak kelas gue pas di bento, and then kita kenalan :

Xavier kid: (10/1/2008 4:16 am)
Iyh. .
Sama". .
Gue herman. . Lo?

Xavier kid: (10/1/2008 8:31 am)
Owh dila. .
Gue herman nak dpok. . Klz X. .
Lo nak mana? Klz?

Xavier kid: (10/1/2008 4:46 pm)
Hah? Bnto?
Tnggu, gue kek'a prnh dgr
nama'a dh. . Lo yg d mig id'a aph
ya. . Gue lupa. . Yg jls gue d mig
xavierboy. . Lo ngmig jg gk? Qlo
gk, muuph. .
Gue ank SMA 4, alumni bnto. .

Xavier kid: (10/1/2008 4:53 pm)
Hho. .
Mank ada brph dila?
Hhi. .
Sry ya, slah org. . Tp lam knal ya
dila. . :)

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gue kira cuma sampe situ doang awal perkenalan gue sama dia, dan ternyata gue sm dia comment2an (pas lagi jaman friendster ) , dan ternyata kita saling cerita satu sama lain pas itu gue masih sama mantan gue yg bernama han** , gue cerita sama dia ttg masalah gue , apa yg lg gue alamin di hub gue sama si han** , dan sampenya pas gue balikan sm han** gue mesti ngasi dia PJ balikan , di situlah awal gue dapet nomer dia dan dia juga dapet nomer gue.
gue pikir pas udah selesai TP pulsa ya udah, eh ternyata dia sms gue dan dari situ awal gue smsan sama dia, kita saling cerita ttg orang kita suka masing masing . dan pas dia dia ngaku kalo dia suka sama temen gue yang bernama (sensor) gue ngakak dan gue ngecengin dia.
setelah beberapa lama pun gue sm dia gak smsan ,dan lost.

beberapa minggu berikutnya , gue sm dia smsan lagi dan dia nanya sm gue
"la lo kenal gadis gak? dia jg 9-4"
"kenal, emang kenapa?"
"dia adek adekan gue la"
"ooooooh gila gak nyangka gue man"

dan sewaktu gue nanya ke gadis soal hal itu , ternyata gadis malah ngecengin gue sama dia, di situlah awal gue mulai suka sama dia. di kales , di lapangan, lagi istirahat pun smsan sama dia dan gadis cm bilang " ciekaaaaaan dilla sama abang gue" di situ gue cm bisa ngelak aja karna gue dulu cm anggep itu ceng cengan biasa.

gak lama kemudianHAL PALING MEMALUKAN pun terjadi .
temen gue, gadis nagmbil haoe gue dan pura pura buat minjem hape gue , ternyata gadis sms ke dia 'MAN GUE SAYANG SM LO' , dan sms nya gadis hapus , pas hape di tangan gue dia sms 'hah?lo serius sayang sm gue la?' , gue lsg bingung apaan nih ? serius apaan ? dan ternyata baru ketauan kalo gadis sms kayak gitu ke dia -___- , beberapa jam hape gue di ambil sama emil, tresya, feli, gadis dan ternyata mereka ngebuat janji sama dia supaya gue sama sia ketemuan. setelah itu tresya bilang "nih dil udah, di depan primagama jam 5 ketemuannya" , sumpah sumpah sumpah gue K O banget pas itu.

pertemuan pertama
jam 5 , depan primagama .
'elo dila?'
'iya. lo herman?'
'iya, lo mau kemana lg la hbis ini?'
'mau les lagi gue'
'ooooh les dimana sampe malem gitu?'
'les di TDP brg temen gue, iya gue balik jam 8 man'
'gila juga lo la, gue mau tau rumah lo dong la, dmana?'
'di mandala, emg kenapa?'
'gapapa, gue anter yok ke rumah lo'
'yaudah'

saat itu pertama kalinya gue goncengan sm orang yg baru gue kenal , dan main ceng cengan bareng di motor , dan sampe di TDP gue cm bilang thanks ya man, dia bilang yoi la sama sama .


pertemuan ke-2
happy birthday !
tgl 16 maret, dia ulang taun , dan gue ngasih kado ke dia, jaket distro yg lumayan nguras isi dompet gue, ya gue gak tau kenapa gue rela ngasih kado itu ke dia , well pas dia nerima kado itu dia blg ' thanks ya la kadonya, tau aja kau jaket gue basah semua, thanks banget dilaaaaaa' di situ gue cm cengengesan gak jelas -___-

pertemuan ke-3
awal dari sebuah penantian

'la, gue mau ngomong sm lo'
'ngomong apa?kapan?'
'penting, kita janjian di depan mandala yah'

pas udh di rm makan, dia cerita soal cewek yg dia suka tp dia di khianatin sm tu cewek, jujur pas dia cerita panjang lebar gue cm bisa spechless , dan selesainya dia ngomong gue blg
' lo mau ngomong apa emg man?'
'udah kok tadi yg gue pgn bilang'
'ooooh, yaudah pulang yuk'
'ok'
pas di motor....
'la buat gue ngelupain dia gimana ya la?'
'cari aja cewek laen, kayak cewek cm dia aja di dunia ini'
'ya tp kan gak gampang la'
'temen temen lo gitu man, emg gak ada?' (emosi gue kepancing gila gilaan)
'yaudah lah'

sesampainya di depan rumah gue
'la, lo mau gak jadi cewek gue?'
(di sini gue spechless dan gak tau mau ngomong apa apa gue cm bilang 'gue jawab ntar aja yah di sms'

dan sampe di rumah gue bilang apa dia serius, dan dia bilang :
"Hoi jg. .
Kn qta tmnan udh lama
gue mqn lama mqn ngrasa syg ma lo la. .
Gtw knph, tp d balik sfat cuek lo, gw ngrasa lo care ma gue"

dan genap lah tanggal 20 MARET 2009 gue resmi jadian sama dia , dia adalah
Herman Andreas
love you so much!

 me and him